beauitfullove

2007-09-08T07:43:00.000+08:00

i jus reach home,cant sleep anyway..ytd night pei ling wei go play majong at alex hse..i was so sian,so at his hse online den watch tv..derrick say i bad bad go put ang kong,but he say look cool,he say he also wanted..so i told him i can help him draw wf a permenant marker..haha..i have a nice chat wf him..he promised me to bring me to have a feast at pizza hut after his O level for my belated birthday..thank derrick in advance:))i love u as my good fren..haha..den play til mornin den take cab go fetch ah liang to eat breakfast wf us..we have a heavy breakfast at chong pang there.now so full..we have wanton,carrot cake,chee cheong fun and bee hoon,and one of us a cup of soya bean..we are really sot jus like the 7 month ghost come out..den we have a good chat after tat,ling wei told me tat one of our sis ah ying learned smokin..i was so shock..cos ah ying was so guai..she said she was so stress..but i hoped she will quit and wont turn like me..goin to have my beauty sleep..

ivan,i am far too disappointed wf u..

2007-09-07T15:52:00.000+08:00

if i were given a chance,i will have a good talk wf garry,and tel him how i feel..i wont keep things anymore..

2007-09-07T14:16:00.000+08:00

jus reach home,ytd went out wf ivan..his army letter came,oct 31 go for medical check up..i hope he can faster go in army,like tat he wont create so many trouble outside..haha,but not i black heart..is the fact lo..5 more days to my birthday,don noe he will be celebrating wf me ma?he is so busy wf work,hardly have time for me..but i am fine wf it,cos i noe my love is not there anymore,but jus i only have care for him and too rely on him..i hope he can be good good boy..k la,don say him liae..hai..
after so much thing happened,i really don believe in everlasting..i only noe what is sister love..in the past,i always put boyfren first no matter what,den always like tat i quarrelled wf my sisters,cos i have no time for them..i once promised garry i will put him in my first place,but i failed to do it cos i don wish to quarrel wf ling wei again..i rather put ling wei they all first,cos after all my childhood memories are all wf them playing together..when i cry,they always be the first console me..i hope garry wont blame me for tat promise,and i hope he could understand me..

2007-09-06T03:22:00.000+08:00

went to watch movie 1408 wf ling wei and mei qi=) today,fucker movie,waste money,i rate 4/10..haha,after tat went to meet hao they all wf ling wei,while mei qi went to look for her boyfren..we went 925 to eat,and talk cock..haha,on the way back,xiao gui,ah liang, ling wei and me,we play ba yue si wu..kickin each other backside,xiao gui get the most kickin from we all..haha,ah liang get kicked til very jia la from ling wei..we really have a great day today..i lookin foward to tis day again..haha,love u guys..no boyfren love,but i feel sisters love..

good night,garry..

2007-09-05T01:04:00.000+08:00

today

my first ( half yr ago)

my exam flunked today,all i read did not came up,hai..my mood is not every good today,really feel like cryin out..i don understand why i have a mother like tis,always cal my fren loookin up for me,i meet her 8.30pm for the movie,she listen wrong and went at 8 to meet me,but i reach at 8.30,she cal ling wei and ask i go out wf eke ar..and tel ling wei say i said one,but i did not say anything,i only tel her to meet at 8.30,I DID NOT EVEN SAY I GO OUT WF EKE TODAY..i really very sot later ling wei say i lie to my mum again,my mum always getting me into many mistaken,jus becos of her some i did not say before de words..tat time also like tat,when i stead wf garry,i also at home,cos garry say he don really like me nightlife,so i only went out sometime at night to have supper wf fren,but she told ah bi say i everyday never come home,her words really too exaggerate sometime lo,den ah bi told garry,garry come say me say i bluff him,den i get a scoldin from ah bi.. also quarrelled wf garry..i wonder what my mum wanted,i only came home later,at home play com,she say my music disturbin her,watch tv also like tat,den like tat i might as well go out,right?ccb,i really tired wf my life,why i become like tat also half is her fault,she always like to compared my cousin to me,ME IS ME LO..why compared me to someone else?if tat is the case,ask her don born me out la,go born out my cousin,so what my cousin express student,doesn"t mean what lo?express normal tec all human lo, i really cant stand it,when i be guai stay at home,she always yelling at my bro and me for nothing..i don noe what she wan,i stay at home also not good,go out also not good..when i go out,she will called my fren and ask,always like tat..cb,if like tat continue on,i really wan drink one bottle DETTOL and die..MORE GOOD..

today also went to yue zhen hse to put ang kong,i put my horoscope VIRGO, but i think look like a G?put also put liae,but i quite like it la..=),went wf tat ** to watch 881,all the way i did not talk to her throughout the movie,i did not even laugh during the movie,wan laugh also don feel like laughin..I PROMISED MYSELF TIS IS THE FIRST AND LAST SHOW I WATCHIN WF HER..

2007-09-04T01:50:00.000+08:00

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hai..all wrong number..

2007-09-04T01:19:00.000+08:00

hai,my first paper tml..die liae,sure die..

today went study wf eke at sembawang,so sian,study and study..i rather go die den study!!
after tat went home and have dinner,while eke went amk huh..thought of finding ling wei after tat,but was really too tired..1 month have passed so fast,don noe how is garry..think of msging him askin him how he is,but lost his contact no..so i did a stupid thing..i remembered only his first 4 no.9005 and 9240..i tried to recap the behind no,and tried calling 20 over number,but all wrong..so paiseh lo,the person i have called the wrong no..SORRY LEH..haha..haiyo..but in the end..i dropped tis idea,maybe no fate ba,if not sure can recap his no.or maybe fate don wan me to find til him..hai..but nevermind,i noe garry can still live happily wfout trouble,so don need me worried....goin sleep soon,tml goin out to watch movie wf mum and have my paper at 2pm..blog again when i free..

Good night garry..

2007-09-02T04:39:00.000+08:00

jus reach home,is rainin..boring day..changed my blog song,881 tat movie the song,one ren yi ban..haha..nice song,today have many grudges against ivan..i really don like his this job,i told him today,but he always replied wf the same ans..becos of money..i noe money is everything..but i really don wish him to go in again..not i am cursing lo,but is soon or later the matter if he keep carrying on,but he always like to talk back to me,he is prepared to go in since he dare do..I FUCK HIM AR..CCB..he always don care bout ppl concernin him..i also never ask him for money la..last tue he was get caught by ROV for no view mirror on his fren bike,some more he no lisence and he is the driver..hai..i really don noe what he thinkin sometime..also don noe now what to do,the ROV ppl wan him to take his liscene to don noe where to collect the fine bill,but he no liscene,how to show lo..hai..i am really worried,my exam is comin soon,i more stress,things is like not getting well now,sept 14 goin to ling wei boyfren ah long chalet at downtown..don noe wan ask ivan go ma,cos his bro danny also got go..den say ba..i am in no mood for everything now..i detest my life now..if i were to choose again,i will cherish *****..if not all these wont be happening now,jus becos ivan is already part of my life,tat why whether he is happy or sad,i also will get affected by him..so is so hard to let go..hai,blog til here today..goin to dalala land le..

good night..garry=)

2007-08-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

boredness kills!!

jus finish wf my dinner,so full..today rotting at home agian,watvhin tv again..mummy has been nagging me at my retake n level,first papper social studies set at sept 4 at northland secondary,hais,i have bo confidence leh,ji tao i think cannnot make it..i miss my phone so much..miss my ringtone,miss his msg,miss everything regardin my precious phoneT.T
i hate my life now,sleepin,eating all days long.jus waiting for my exam over den i can get a job to pass time,i think i havin sign of period..complanin and complainin!!tat ivan 4 days only cal once..who care bout him.he treat me as a grass,i also will!!si ivan..my cig,money also finished very fast..argg!!
jus now at msn talk wf jin wei,chat chit bout ang kong thing i decided to let yue zhen kor put my second ang kong but don noe what to do,haha,jin wei suggested chinese horoscope,(lol,is so op piang lo)my final decison was STAR..he is so fan like ah sao,i ask him come find me chit chat at my underbk,he say ok,den keep ask me wait for me,cannot fall sleep,say hundred time le lo,nag leh he,worst den my mummy.. lol..

waiting for his love again,will u be back again?garry..

2007-08-29T00:26:00.000+08:00

a bad weather today,so didn't went out..stayin at home watchin the show a game about love(esp 12)..haha,is a nice show..3 triangle love..ke luo and qi xiang both actually like the same gal duo li,but keluo don noe tat duo li sister duo xin like ke luo lo.. ke luo and qi xiang actually shared the same father but different mother,which they both don noe..to be continued``

mum bought a 3 in 1 toaster from amk hub,haha,i am so happy,cos can bake cake and cookies when i am free..mum still promised to get me few set of bakin accesorries..=)..thank mum(i love u)..birthday is drawin soon..don noe how i am goin to celebrate?wfout him,how am i goin to celebrate happily..hais.=(

blog again when i am free,wan go watch tv liae..(good night garry)

my celebrity look -alikes

2007-08-28T05:50:00.000+08:00

2007-08-28T04:04:00.000+08:00

back to posting!!
i deleted my previous blog due to..hehe``cannot say..
jus finish doin my new blog,is already goin to be 4a.m
,life is quite colourless for tis few day..nothing to say about T.T
few days ago..received a phone cal from xue er askin me whether wan go velvet dragon on sep 6 ma,i agreed!!haha,is a long time tat i never go wet,hees..jio ling wei go also,but she still not comfirm..cos of her boyfren>mr long
,tat day she and i both went to watched the movie DEAD SILENCE,is quite horror,i rate 9/10!!
after the show, we found out outside was rainin like cats and dogs,her dear actually from home take cab down jus to bring her the umbrella,i so damn envious,why i no luck have tis kind of nice guy around me..but actually have de,is jus i never treasure him,during the days garry and i together, i always find thing quarrel wf him,den lied to him all tat..hai..how i regret now=(
he told me he don like me always nightlife,but if i really wan go out at night can tel him,but i always did'nt tel him..garry(I am sorry..),no matter what,i also wont pin any hopes on his return anymore,cos i noe he can meet a nicer gal den me..jus wish him happy..