
today
my first ( half yr ago)
my exam flunked today,all i read did not came up,hai..my mood is not every good today,really feel like cryin out..i don understand why i have a mother like tis,always cal my fren loookin up for me,i meet her 8.30pm for the movie,she listen wrong and went at 8 to meet me,but i reach at 8.30,she cal ling wei and ask i go out wf eke ar..and tel ling wei say i said one,but i did not say anything,i only tel her to meet at 8.30,I DID NOT EVEN SAY I GO OUT WF EKE TODAY..i really very sot later ling wei say i lie to my mum again,my mum always getting me into many mistaken,jus becos of her some i did not say before de words..tat time also like tat,when i stead wf garry,i also at home,cos garry say he don really like me nightlife,so i only went out sometime at night to have supper wf fren,but she told ah bi say i everyday never come home,her words really too exaggerate sometime lo,den ah bi told garry,garry come say me say i bluff him,den i get a scoldin from ah bi.. also quarrelled wf garry..i wonder what my mum wanted,i only came home later,at home play com,she say my music disturbin her,watch tv also like tat,den like tat i might as well go out,right?ccb,i really tired wf my life,why i become like tat also half is her fault,she always like to compared my cousin to me,ME IS ME LO..why compared me to someone else?if tat is the case,ask her don born me out la,go born out my cousin,so what my cousin express student,doesn"t mean what lo?express normal tec all human lo, i really cant stand it,when i be guai stay at home,she always yelling at my bro and me for nothing..i don noe what she wan,i stay at home also not good,go out also not good..when i go out,she will called my fren and ask,always like tat..cb,if like tat continue on,i really wan drink one bottle DETTOL and die..MORE GOOD..
today also went to yue zhen hse to put ang kong,i put my horoscope VIRGO, but i think look like a G?put also put liae,but i quite like it la..=),went wf tat ** to watch 881,all the way i did not talk to her throughout the movie,i did not even laugh during the movie,wan laugh also don feel like laughin..I PROMISED MYSELF TIS IS THE FIRST AND LAST SHOW I WATCHIN WF HER..